Okay, I knew that Kelly Bishop’s part in “At the Ballet” from A Chorus Line was her own real story about her unhappy childhood and philandering dad. But I did not know she was also the one who thought she was ugly and who’s mother told her she was “different”. Those lines were given to another character and I never would’ve guessed it was Kelly. I mean, come on, she’s gorgeous! Go figure.
Daddy always thought that he married beneath him.
That’s what he said, that’s what he said.
When he proposed he informed my mother
He was probably her very last chance.
And though she was twenty-two,
Though she was twenty-two,
Though she was twenty-two,
She married him.
Life with my dad wasn’t ever a picnic
More like a “Come as you are.”
When I was five I remember my mother
Dug earrings out of the car
I knew they weren’t hers, But it wasn’t
Something you’d want to discuss.
He wasn’t warm.
Well, not to her.
Well, not to us
But
Everything was beautiful at the ballet.
Graceful men lift lovely girls in white.
Yes,
Everything was beautiful at ballet.
Hey!
I was happy… at the ballet.
That’s when I started class…
Up a steep and very narrow stairway.
[SHEILA AND BEBE]
To the voice like a metronome.
Up a steep and very narrow stairway.
[SHEILA]
It wasn’t paradise…
[BEBE]
It wasn’t paradise…
[SHEILA AND BEBE]
It wasn’t paradise…
[SHEILA]
But it was home.
[BEBE]
Mother always said I’d be very attractive
When I grew up, when I grew up.
“Different,” she said, “With a special something
And a very, very personal flair.”
And though I was eight or nine,
Though I was eight or nine,
Though I was eight or nine,
I hated her.
Now,
“Different” is nice, but it sure isn’t pretty.
“Pretty” is what it’s about.
I never met anyone who was “different”
Who couldn’t figure that out.
So beautiful I’d never live to see.
But it was clear,
If not to her,
Well, then… to me…